I’m so proud of myself. Yesterday was a wonderful day. I got done early with my ‘work’ and had the rest of the day to play with my son. It was so nice. We played bubbles, made bread, read books, laughed at each other making silly faces, and just enjoyed each others company. The weather was perfect- this is my favorite time of year to be living in Las Cruces. Not too hot and not to cold, but just right.

It’s funny how the day unfolded- I had 4 appointments scheduled and all of them fell through. It was nice to be able to have the day to “just be” at home. I am a homebody at heart. Spending time with my family makes me the happiest. When I get in a rush I look over these ordinary days as so routine. I think I’m going to miss this pregnancy and the shift in attitude that it has caused for me. The mentally that it’s ok to slow down and just enjoy my life. It’s something I have to work at constantly.

And then it’s days like yesterday where I have so much focus in my life- that this is what my life is about and where I am happiest. I can thank God for my blessings and my life with an absolute knowledge that it’s all because of Him.

This past Saturday I was able to go with our church youth group to attend the temple. It was so nice to be there and feel this great powerful PEACE, like nowhere else.

Aside from the fact that I’m feeling huge and uncomfortable, I’m at a great place in my life right now. I reckon it’s the calm before the storm of change with a new baby, and I’m so grateful for this time of peace and clarity.

I encourage everyone to take a time-out and count your blessings. Even just 5 minutes before getting out of bed. Looking for the good in your family, instead of focusing on the negative. You’ll be surprised if you look past the obvious blessings- home, family, friends, freedom, food- to see just how much you have.